It’s been exactly 5months since I posted anything on the blog. 5 whole months.
Here we are, get comfortable and keep reading.
Why was I gone for so long ( you ask)?
Beginning of the year I hit such a low point in my life. That point brought on writers block, self-pitying, self-critism and a whole lot of nothing. A day turned into a week and the week into weeks and it went on for a month and after a month I wrote a few posts but didn’t have any pictures. I held off on that and thought I would wait for when I do get to take pictures, but then I never did and so the posts were useless and I ended up deleting them instead. I would say I lacked time, but then I would be lying. I had plenty of time that wasn’t well managed.I honestly have no idea how some manage to do it all.
I don’t know if I’m the only one who struggle with social media, but I have a love hate relationship with it. Today I love it, tomorrow I’m like “can you just disappear and never show your face again?” I sometimes look at other bloggers accounts and I think why can’t my instagram look that beautiful? And it’s because of comparisons like that I lacked to produce content, because I wanted to be like other people I wasn’t. I’m over the comparison thing. I’m unique and I’m going to do me.
Now, this is the part where I have to tell you that I’m going to post more and keep up with a deadline.
I’m not going to promise on more posting, but what I will promise is: I will post AS MUCH AS I can, e.g Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, and produce better content. I don’t know what the future holds for me. I might say this today and tomorrow I come back with an apology. All I can say is I’m going to be a “better blogger”.
Have you guys ever been in similar situations? And would you guys like to see me post on said days?